i'm trying to let mr heart die..
cz if die, i wont hav any feeling anymore..
nobody can hurt me..
include my family...
i wont feeling sad!!
i wont feeling angry!!
i wont feeling happy oso!!
bt ... tat is my choice...
trust me..
i can do it lik tiz...
die bar die bar...
nth u cant do it...
the passes time can't return.. i hope to use words to note down what had happened.. no matter the memories were sad, happy or excited, the facts wouldn't change cherish what i have let these memories accompany me to grow..
Friday, May 28, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
好适合我现在的心情。。
蜗牛:
该不该搁下重重的壳寻
找到底哪里有蓝天
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
历经的伤都不感觉疼
我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳裹着着轻轻的仰望
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
小小的天留过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天
我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
任风吹干留过的泪和汗
我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
我有属于我的天
任风吹干留过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天
Friday, May 14, 2010
to my frenzz::
first of al, i m sure tat I WILL STUDY FORM 6!!!
same feeling vf fiona..
ask many ppl, bt every1 say different things..
tiz few day so suffer..
i m a ppl so lik to sleep, bt tiz few days oso cant slp well..
Y? y continue our study oso so difficult??
i dun wan regret wat hav i do..
cz i HATE regret..
n study form 6 is a best choice for me??
n many of my frens go to matrix dy..
hw r u al??
i m so miss ur guys..
ANNA:
u suddenly tel us tat u wan go to singapore to study poly.. i m so shock when i heard bout it.. rush d time to c u for tat nite.. gt many things wana tel u bt.. when c u, al d things cant say out n jz put in my heart.. think tat" r u really suit to study at there?"c u cry tat nite, my heart so suffer.. really "she bu de".. cz i noe u nid ppl to take care n caring bout u.. n i m always b tat ppl.. den.. after tat everyday c u online fb n say u so tired n busy.. i m so worry u noe?? i thought tat u live so suffer at there.. n suddenly wana ask u back.. bt i cant... jz cn say sumthing on fb to gv u moral support.. bt tat day u bek, c u look lik quite happy, i m jz put down my worry.. banana, mz take care of urself ok? i m at here wil always miss u d.. esp when we eat sumthing at canteen, we wil miss u to snatch our food.. haha.. gud luck n al d best..
ZHI WEE & PAULINE:
hw r u? at there stil alright?? i m stil learning to live at sch without ur sounds.. so miss u al.. no matter wat i do, i wil think bout u al.. lik b4 we wil do wat together.. miss d cacat action of u al.. at sch, teacher say sumthing bout d difference between form 6 n matrix, i m so hope tat we study together again, no matter is form 6 o matrix.. bt tat is imposible.. i noe.. tiz week very tired bar?? jia you o.. we mz jia you together.. gt anything can tel me through sms o.. gt ppl bully u al jz tel me, i "fly" to there to help u beat tat ppl.. haha.. n.. i think i wont go for matrix anymore.. cz even my mum oso ask me to stay in tigs for form 6.. 10z for appear in my secondary life n let my life so interesting.. frenz forever.. miss u al always..
FIONA:
i only can say THANK YOU.. no matter in sch o taekwondo, u always look after me n caring me.. 10z ya.. we jz "ren ming" bar.. study form 6 together.. bt dun worry lar.. gt me, u wil very happy in tiz form 6 life d.. haha.. jia you.. n gt anything stil can tel me.. i support u d.. hehe..
IRIS:
i m so sad cz u jz can study for tiz year.. n nex yr u wan "fly" to singapore.. cn i ask u to stay here?? haha.. i noe i cant so selfish.. so i wil very treasure tiz hlf yr.. n pls dun say wat u wan to go to singaporein front of me anymore.. cz.. i really "she bu de" u lar.. ltr i tied u up n force u to stay here to acc us.. haha.. me n u... "yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong"
suddenly, i feel tat i nid to grow up.. even tiz things i nid to learn start fr form 1.. bt.. i m so tired to push myself.. nw, many tt r at nite.. mum wan me to take bus to tt n ask uncle fetch me when bek.. can i dun wan?? i m so hate to take bus.. i m so lonely.. gt anything oso cant ask for help... i noe take bus is d last choice.. bt.. mum, i really tired dy..
SU HUI MIN, wat u can do nw is jia you n workhard for ur form 6..
other things, jz put it aside..
JIA YOU ba..
U CAN DO IT!!
same feeling vf fiona..
ask many ppl, bt every1 say different things..
tiz few day so suffer..
i m a ppl so lik to sleep, bt tiz few days oso cant slp well..
Y? y continue our study oso so difficult??
i dun wan regret wat hav i do..
cz i HATE regret..
n study form 6 is a best choice for me??
n many of my frens go to matrix dy..
hw r u al??
i m so miss ur guys..
ANNA:
u suddenly tel us tat u wan go to singapore to study poly.. i m so shock when i heard bout it.. rush d time to c u for tat nite.. gt many things wana tel u bt.. when c u, al d things cant say out n jz put in my heart.. think tat" r u really suit to study at there?"c u cry tat nite, my heart so suffer.. really "she bu de".. cz i noe u nid ppl to take care n caring bout u.. n i m always b tat ppl.. den.. after tat everyday c u online fb n say u so tired n busy.. i m so worry u noe?? i thought tat u live so suffer at there.. n suddenly wana ask u back.. bt i cant... jz cn say sumthing on fb to gv u moral support.. bt tat day u bek, c u look lik quite happy, i m jz put down my worry.. banana, mz take care of urself ok? i m at here wil always miss u d.. esp when we eat sumthing at canteen, we wil miss u to snatch our food.. haha.. gud luck n al d best..
ZHI WEE & PAULINE:
hw r u? at there stil alright?? i m stil learning to live at sch without ur sounds.. so miss u al.. no matter wat i do, i wil think bout u al.. lik b4 we wil do wat together.. miss d cacat action of u al.. at sch, teacher say sumthing bout d difference between form 6 n matrix, i m so hope tat we study together again, no matter is form 6 o matrix.. bt tat is imposible.. i noe.. tiz week very tired bar?? jia you o.. we mz jia you together.. gt anything can tel me through sms o.. gt ppl bully u al jz tel me, i "fly" to there to help u beat tat ppl.. haha.. n.. i think i wont go for matrix anymore.. cz even my mum oso ask me to stay in tigs for form 6.. 10z for appear in my secondary life n let my life so interesting.. frenz forever.. miss u al always..
FIONA:
i only can say THANK YOU.. no matter in sch o taekwondo, u always look after me n caring me.. 10z ya.. we jz "ren ming" bar.. study form 6 together.. bt dun worry lar.. gt me, u wil very happy in tiz form 6 life d.. haha.. jia you.. n gt anything stil can tel me.. i support u d.. hehe..
IRIS:
i m so sad cz u jz can study for tiz year.. n nex yr u wan "fly" to singapore.. cn i ask u to stay here?? haha.. i noe i cant so selfish.. so i wil very treasure tiz hlf yr.. n pls dun say wat u wan to go to singaporein front of me anymore.. cz.. i really "she bu de" u lar.. ltr i tied u up n force u to stay here to acc us.. haha.. me n u... "yi qie jing zai bu yan zhong"
suddenly, i feel tat i nid to grow up.. even tiz things i nid to learn start fr form 1.. bt.. i m so tired to push myself.. nw, many tt r at nite.. mum wan me to take bus to tt n ask uncle fetch me when bek.. can i dun wan?? i m so hate to take bus.. i m so lonely.. gt anything oso cant ask for help... i noe take bus is d last choice.. bt.. mum, i really tired dy..
SU HUI MIN, wat u can do nw is jia you n workhard for ur form 6..
other things, jz put it aside..
JIA YOU ba..
U CAN DO IT!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
考车。。
今天是个值得纪念的一天。。
因为。。
是本小姐考车的日子。。
哈哈。。
早上,uncle 9 点就来载我了。。
超紧张的。。
一路上,uncle就一直“碎碎念”:
“等下你上斜坡的时候,要看清楚才停!知道吗?”
uncle, 我也知道啊。。
我比你更紧张叻。。
到了之后就daftar。。
紧张死了。。
最怕就是上斜坡。。
我从九点等到十一点才考parking!!!
超久的咯!!
足足等了两个小时才考。。
11点后,petugas就喊我的号码。。
“nombor 22,naik..”
终于到我了。。
上车后,我跟自己讲:“像平时那样就ok了!”旁边的人应该觉得我神经病吧。。哈哈。。过后,慢慢上山咯。。哈哈。。比平时顺利哦。。哈哈。。之后就parking。。一次ok。。 哈哈。。过后,就去等jalan raya的。。
一样等很久。。我大概11.15考完parking。。等到12pm才考。。当中,看见很多人是被考官“载回来”的。。吓死我啦。。觉得考官应该很严吧。。死定啦!!死定啦!!
一上车:
我 :selamat sejahtera..
考官:ok, kalau sudah siap, terus jalan lar..
我 :ok..
(过后就调东调西。。之后就开车啦。。一切都还蛮顺利的。。)
(才刚开到半路。。)
考官:i rasa awak sangat relax ya.. tadi banyak org panic.. i suka org macam u.. relax je.. i bagi u pass lar..
我 :haha.. thank you ya..
(过后,他就一直叫我驾快点。。当快到的时候。。)
考官:balik dari traffic light sini lar.. boleh balik cepat.. rehat.. u spm dapat berapa A ya?
我 :9A..
考官:betullah.. i nampak u pun macam org pandai.. saya boleh tengok org itu pandai ke tak drpd dia memandu..(甘我屁事!!)x masuk u atao matrix ke?
我 :x dapat masuk..
考官:xdapat ke? 9 A pun x dapat?
我 :yallah.. mungkin badge saya banyak org dapat straight A kut..
(过后就到了。。问东问西。。好彩他给我过。。)
拿了成绩后就去找uncle。。
uncle比我更开心。。
哈哈。。
无论如何。。
uncle,谢啦。。
我终于考到驾照了!!
因为。。
是本小姐考车的日子。。
哈哈。。
早上,uncle 9 点就来载我了。。
超紧张的。。
一路上,uncle就一直“碎碎念”:
“等下你上斜坡的时候,要看清楚才停!知道吗?”
uncle, 我也知道啊。。
我比你更紧张叻。。
到了之后就daftar。。
紧张死了。。
最怕就是上斜坡。。
我从九点等到十一点才考parking!!!
超久的咯!!
足足等了两个小时才考。。
11点后,petugas就喊我的号码。。
“nombor 22,naik..”
终于到我了。。
上车后,我跟自己讲:“像平时那样就ok了!”旁边的人应该觉得我神经病吧。。哈哈。。过后,慢慢上山咯。。哈哈。。比平时顺利哦。。哈哈。。之后就parking。。一次ok。。 哈哈。。过后,就去等jalan raya的。。
一样等很久。。我大概11.15考完parking。。等到12pm才考。。当中,看见很多人是被考官“载回来”的。。吓死我啦。。觉得考官应该很严吧。。死定啦!!死定啦!!
一上车:
我 :selamat sejahtera..
考官:ok, kalau sudah siap, terus jalan lar..
我 :ok..
(过后就调东调西。。之后就开车啦。。一切都还蛮顺利的。。)
(才刚开到半路。。)
考官:i rasa awak sangat relax ya.. tadi banyak org panic.. i suka org macam u.. relax je.. i bagi u pass lar..
我 :haha.. thank you ya..
(过后,他就一直叫我驾快点。。当快到的时候。。)
考官:balik dari traffic light sini lar.. boleh balik cepat.. rehat.. u spm dapat berapa A ya?
我 :9A..
考官:betullah.. i nampak u pun macam org pandai.. saya boleh tengok org itu pandai ke tak drpd dia memandu..(甘我屁事!!)x masuk u atao matrix ke?
我 :x dapat masuk..
考官:xdapat ke? 9 A pun x dapat?
我 :yallah.. mungkin badge saya banyak org dapat straight A kut..
(过后就到了。。问东问西。。好彩他给我过。。)
拿了成绩后就去找uncle。。
uncle比我更开心。。
哈哈。。
无论如何。。
uncle,谢啦。。
我终于考到驾照了!!
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